tonight, tomorrow, tomorrow night ^.^ ♥

these holidays are gonna be fuckin mad. lastnight - mean start to th holidays hehe! went out with my bestfriend, bf, & two other bezbuds. noise control rolls up at 8 o'blimmin clock aha. taking shots, ahh th best. just that one thing that happened, which sucked. but everything's ok now, which makes me happy. just know i'm serious about what i said. gonna be an unforgettable holiday i'm hoping. ;D it's 18:16pm - 15 minutes to go!!!!! ♥

i love my bestfriend. :)

EVEN IF WE CAN'T BE

TOGETHER IN THE END, I'M GLAD THAT YOU WERE APART OF MY LIFE.

some people care too much, i think it's called love. ;3

mean night.. until you just f*cked me off.

i'll try if you try, not just upto me thou, it's upto both of us. :)

i know you inside out baby.

gonna be an insane, loud, crazy, freaky, fun night ;)

can't wait til September, will be so much fun! weeeeeeh, i'm so excited. but 2 months away lol :'(

holidays will be effin' crazy :) ♥

life is amazing, apart from this weather! :) ♥

Trei Fenton;

wouldn't mind one of your massages right now tbh. ;)

you know what? i don't like you. never have really. you needa know how to treat girls with respect, seriously. you don't deserve her, like i said from th start. you don't deserve any girl as a matter of fact. she calls up, CRYING to us because of you. & you know what i think, how'd you get a girl like her. i don't blame her for doing th stuff she did. i can't wait for th day when she leaves you because, she can do so much better.. & youre gonna regret th way you treated her. & it will hit you hard. you're not gonna realize what you had til she's gone. what goes around comes around!

so yeah, went out for lunch with one of th best buds, cranked th BK copuons, got back to school too late so decide to drive his beast car which is my fave, soo.. loud & beasty ;p aghh; thanks, seeing as my girls did not turn up to school, neither did bf - why not catch.up with midget :) i've missed you.

shitty ass mutha f*ckn' weather! go away.

i don't wanna wake up th next morning & find out what happened. to be honest..

& i'm scared, & mad, & angry, & upset, & paranoid. - you know why. sorry. :'(

               just a bit guttered tbh :'(              

it's cute how you know i've been drinking by th way i'm texting you. everything i say thou, is true, & i like that you know that too. ☼

♥

i hate fighting with you ;(

this weather is so effing crazy!

haven't blogged in awhile, guess i really don't have a lot of time. lastnight was a good a night yo! this 4days thing... not keen thou ): hopefully i'm dooin' summin' tonight. & holidays are very soon! eeekk. can't wait.

marvin's room -drake/jojo/sammie/chris brown

i'm just saying you could do better..

 seven days without love makes one weak. ♥ 

& now i'm thinking, why do i do it? why, when iknow what's goingto happen if i keep doing it. it's stupid, i don't want this to happen, but at th same time, i'm doing things in every way to loose you. & i don't know why? it's stupid. but i can't help it. & i'm sorry. ;( i don't want you outta my life, i don't wanna loose my bestfriend x

bloggin' from.th school computer ;) shame ms browny, your comp isn't even working hahahahaha

shame booy.



gimme that girl with her hair in a mess

sleepy little smile with her head on my chest

that's th you i like th best, gimme that girl

gimme that girl lovin' up on me

old t-shirt & a pair of jeans

that's that you i wanna see.

      why're you holding back?     

if someone really wanted you they'd actually put in some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. they wouldn't just tell you they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible they want you. ♥

"it may seem like th hardest thing to do, but you have to forget about th one who forgot about you."

and here we go again, same bullshit.

sometimes, it's not th person you miss. it's th feeling you had when 

you were with them. ♥

love how i have another day off school, yipee. 4 days off! ♥

that feeling you get when you wanna know something & they don't tell you, & you're begging them to tell you, so they  end up telling you & when they've said it you wished you had never heard what they had to say.. & part of you just sinks.

i'm glad you know what you did was wrong. & i'm so happy you apologised. we started talking about th old days & how we used to be. & tbh, i'm kinda glad what happened, happened. thinking about it, it'was fun, just th stuff you did was stupid. i'm happy how we are now, i just hope we don't go through that again. i know we won't. & this talk we're going to have, guess it's upto you really. if you can do it. it's gonna be hard, i know that.

so yeah, pretty much gonna give up. i've tried, can't see you trying, cos you say that's how you are. so yeah, you do your own thing & i'll do mine & see where we end up. can't be fucked with this anymore. seriously. over. it.

^-- pretty much wanna look like this. sexy.

hey jadeels ;) keen to get a sexy summer bod? hehe. i sure as hell am. bikini's here we come! ♥

can you just please please stop? i'm coming to a point where i'm actually thinking of doing it! why th heck do you act like that for? i'm so sick of this act & th way you treat me. so so sick of it.