& now i'm thinking, why do i do it? why, when iknow what's goingto happen if i keep doing it. it's stupid, i don't want this to happen, but at th same time, i'm doing things in every way to loose you. & i don't know why? it's stupid. but i can't help it. & i'm sorry. ;( i don't want you outta my life, i don't wanna loose my bestfriend x
