Thursday, March 31, 2011

i admit, i really miss how things used to be. 
but i can also admit, that i've accepted 
th fact that things have changed.



ohai; i just want to tell you all how much i love my wasian. she is the coolest ever and i'm gunna have the best weekend ever with her!
i love her soo much!
 xoxo
has spent most of afterschool looking through websites for pictures. omg; i need some sleep, goddaaam haha. my back is aching, far out. 
also is pretty damn upset cos i won't be seeing th bf til' next week! ohwell; i promised next week will be our week :) & hope you get better soon babe. ♥ 
take me heeere;

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

We used to have a tight bond. It was great, good times and long-lasting memories (: BUT now we aren’t even trying to be friends, there is still a tensity mood between us. We attempt to have the friendship we used to have but it seems not to be working. We both know the reason why. It’s because you’ve found some one to fill in my spot. I can accept it, because i messed things up before. I don’t know what else to do.  I can only write about it because I’ve realized I have no one else to talk to like I used to be able to. I really want a fresh start and if I take the risk of doing so I may just find myself even more upset. No one else under stands me like my best friend could. & I’m scared that I will never be able to find a friend because I truly believe we were meant to be the best friends. It just feels like you don’t even know.
i hope what you said is
true ;D  cos' that would
be the best thing. ♥

Tuesday, March 29, 2011





remember; i was there for you through thick & thin. & you let me go, just like that. kinda shows how much i meant to you. & i know for a fact that, when he's gone, you're going to wish i was there for you, when in reality; i won't be, bcos you chucked me to th side. so thankyou for making me realize that it was just a dumb act. ♥
my daily routine afterschool;
a get home, chuck my shit in my room
jump on th computer & start blogging
away. always have my four tabs open ;)
facebook'blogger'my photo website & music!
like actually. if you were here right
now you'd see exactly what you read ;D
oh & now it's time to make me a massive
feed! cos i'm god damn hungry. you'll prob
see an new post in about.. 10 minutes tops
haha. i have no life lol. one of th reasons
why i'm gnna get mooore involved. i have too
much spare time ;p
is pretty darn
keen to get back into her sports! dunno why i stopped in the first place hehe ;D

Monday, March 28, 2011

i'm not in love.
i'm not in love.
i'm not in love,
yet.


miley cyrus; my idol.  
I could go anywhere with you & i'd probably still be happy  :)
there comes a point in
your life when you realize
who matters, who never
did, who won't anymore
and who always will. so
don't worry about people,
from your past, there's a
reason why they didn't
make it to your future. ♥





aahh; -    just tell
 me what's frickin'
wrong. you can't
keep it in forevr.
so i  just suggest
you tell me! >:(.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

when i'm with you,
the -              only 
place -      i wanna 
be is     - closer. ♥
just promise me baby, you'll be here through it all.
today was actually pretty good ;D 
& finally th sun is out!! 
tonight i am staying with th girls.
should be pretty cool. oh btw;
 my weekend was freckin' cool.
had lotsa fun :)

LOOOOOOOOK;

 
 NEW BLOG^^; well actually, my "wish list" but yes, new blog. take a looksy & follow hehe. ♥

Saturday, March 26, 2011

i know i said some stuff lastnight, and i don't know if i meant it. & now i'm thinkin' to myself; i shoulda kept my damn mouth shut. oh no :(
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying. ♥

Friday, March 25, 2011

         2 y o u n g 2 ca r  e.         
i'm so bored ): whenevs i'm bored i just blog blog blog; it's blimmin' crazy! so i'm waiting for a phone call.. to plan my night ;D i have an idea of what we're doing, & i hope it'll be a lot of fun. i haven't been out in awhile which sucks. butt tonight; hopefully good! soo hurry up & caaall me. right now.
let's make the most of it.
      i'm sorry if i'm not her, or anything like her, i really am.     

Thursday, March 24, 2011


quite   happpyy  cos   i   pierced my   own   ears  ha   ha   ha ;D
i've missed you Kitty. was so good catching up with you.
you are a rude bitch, staright f *cken rude.

Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

i needa go fucking party or i'm gonna crack.

everything happens for a reason, yes?
it'll never be th same, all cos of you.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

NOW HAS 30 FOLLOWERS! OH YAAY :D

Monday, March 21, 2011

my life? it's so fricken confusing. like everything's going good, then next thing you know, i'm upset & i actually don't know why? i don't know why i shouldn't be happy? i pretty much have everything i want at this point & i just, get upset.
300th post!
i don't know why i'm still sitting
in th same old place, i know it -
makes me unhappy, but i can't se-
em to get up from it all and move.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

my day? hmm. not bad not bad actually. passed a test & got me 4credits haha; wooh. but other then that, nothing really exciting? just finished trials, was good :) thinking about going to gym or daily runs.
you cant trust anyone these days.

Friday, March 18, 2011

"When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me." ♥

i wanna try starbucks & travel th world.
had th most intense talk tonight. made me realize, who my friends actually are, and who have always been there for me.

Thursday, March 17, 2011



it's 8 in th morning, & th first thing that came to mind was bloooggeerr!! i always feel th need to blog ;D i just luurdit. ok well, katherine's in bed, sleeping in bcos we have late start. & i have no idea why i'm up tbh? i'm spose to be doing th exact same thing buuttt.. neehh. i can never get back to sleep once i'm already up unless i'm super tired lol. ooohhh; & good luck for th bf today ;p have fun! i wish i could come cheer you on. <3 well. i can't really think of what to write now? oh it looks like it's goinna be a sunny day. wooh. ♥
love you to th moon & back ;)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

closer & closer & closer & closer & closer.

sometimes wonder why i even bother.

my day was as 
boring as hell; i
need some excit-
ement in my life.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

If you wanna fly, you gotta give up th shit that's weighing you down.
you know what? i feel great. i'm glad we've finally talked & sorted this out. i'm extremely happy, thank you :)
i love you a bunch.
i WiSH i WiSH i WiSH i WiSH i WiSH

Monday, March 14, 2011

I     thought    we'd    be    best    friends'     forever.
we change, we grow up, we fuck up, we love, 
we hurt, we're teenagers, we're still learning.
 & when people tell you you've changed, it's only because you've stopped acting th way they wanted you to act.



Sunday, March 13, 2011




i feel th need to blog every single day! it's crazy haha. i'm soo freckin' addicted to this shit.
TREAT PEOPLE AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED. KARMA'S ONLY A BITCH IF YOU ARE.