Thursday, April 28, 2011

yay :) finally aunty is sending my mula over!
i'm not a judgmental 
person, honestly.
fuck every single one of you that walked away from me for someone or something else.
justin bieber ft. miley cyrus - overboard. ♥
really needs to find a job & get one asap! not as easy as that thou. 
          hhmm.           
reaper? hahaha. ok nice name fool. aren't you just th coolest haha? nah you're actual not. you douche bag, gaybo, ow, bay, maori girl hahahaha. i like how you reckon you're god, when in reality, you're just a dreamer eh haha. nah just kiddin' lol, you're a cool kid.
people noticing i'm much happier then i used to be. guess that's a good thing then huh? also been told that things don't really get to me as
much as they used to. :) shows something.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

i miss th old days when we were all friends. ♥

been a pretty two last chilled days ): nothin' exciting! sucky much. other then that, holidays have been preeetty good :) just hangin' out & about haha. hopefully have some plans this weekend. haven't been "out" in awhile. shopping time tonight! wooh.
had th best blimmin'run :)  feel pretty good actually.
three things i want in a relationship; eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie, and love that won't die ♥ 



then wtf am i to you? f*ckn using bitch.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

is thinking i should really cut down on th  fatty foods; no good.

Monday, April 25, 2011

noone ever gets tired of loving but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing, lies & hurting. ♥




i want that one bestfriend.
what a shit day ):


is posting up heaps of photo's. cos' i found some really cool ones ;D


i'm pretty keen to get my hair super thinned, get my fringe re-done & go a lighter brown! then mayb do this to th tips of my hair :p i think it looks cool hehe. i'm considering it.  & i really want it!





HAPPY EASTER! :)

okk, i'm  gonna say it, haha ;D lastnight i went & watched th JB movie "Never Say never" haha. i admit, it's actually not that bad ;p it really isn't. although i prob wouldn't go see it again. lol
i hope you realise how bad you fucked up & i'll realise how happy i am that you did. :)
i can't believe you came & got me in th pouring rain at 3 in thmorning. :') honestly cutest & most sweetest ever. naaww. ♥

Sunday, April 24, 2011

500th post,
wooh!



i want to fall asleep in your arms tonight.
i wish things turned out different between me &
 you. i especially miss how things used to be with you's. but apart of me is saying just forget them & start new. & i think that's what i have to do, well atleast, try. :'(
i like it when you call me beb, hehe.
so, been there for you through everything, and all you do is treat me like shit over & over again. i don't know why i let you get to me.. >:( ahh; i actually hate it. i hope you enjoy your life without me bcos i'm straightup sick of your f*ckn bullshit!
enough said. i'm out.
you know i'd never hurt you, ever. seriously. i love you way too much. & you telling me you felt th same way was th most incredible.. est feeling ever babe ;p seriously. words just can't even explain. i love you. i really do. ♥

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I can't wait to get that text saying you're outside my house hehe, ;)
would be quite good if you texted me back so i can finally leave this house! i am actually bored. so hurry up ;D i'm nearly ready to get out & just get completly waassted. also to finally catch up with midget, who i haven't seen in a while. woohhoo. ♥

Friday, April 22, 2011

i don't act like myself around cartain people. that doesn't mean i'm fake. there's jus people that i cans act myself around and not care what they think of me.
really needs to get out and party.


            i trust you.          
i'so tired, zzz.
just when i felt like giving up on us you turned around and gave me one last touch that made everything feel better and even then my eyes got wetter so confused wanna ask if you love me but i don't wanna seem so weak maybe i've been California dreaming.
i'll be California wishing on th stars.
you make falling inlove so easy. ♥

Thursday, April 21, 2011

i am so f*ckn paranoid & i shouldn't be. what th f*ck.
when you're around someone so much,for so long they become part of you. and when they change 
or go away, you don't know who you
are without them. and that's what 
i'm scared of.

so, yeah. just got back from kitty's :) was just a real chilled day'n'night, nothin exciting hehe. always goods catchin up with her. i think tmro night i'm chillin with th boys. should be fun i gueess. getting on it haha ;D yeeaahh. fun'fun.
just tell me you love me. ♥

Wednesday, April 20, 2011



i'm one of those girls that cares what i look like. sometimes i have those days where i don't, but usually, i do. i'm one of those girls who really hates drama. i'm not th bitchy type, unless i have a reason to be one. other then that, no. i speak my mind alot. i love my girls, i really do. i really don't like liars or backstabbers, especially when they're you're friends. i really love sports, i just really never get involved, but i promised myself i would next year. i'm really addicted to blogger. i'm inlove with music. i hate how i'm only on 2000 texts! it sucks. i love to party & dance, it's just th best. alot of shit gets to me, i'm a really sensitive person. i like to take silly photo's. i love to shop. sometimes i can be th really girly type, then next thing a real tomboy haha. it's an unexpected thing lol. i really like hunting & camping too. & blue is my fave colour. hehe ;D
really needs to go shopping, good thing it's th holidays right? next week looks pretty good ;)