bloggin' from.th school computer ;) shame ms browny, your comp isn't even working hahahahaha

shame booy.



gimme that girl with her hair in a mess

sleepy little smile with her head on my chest

that's th you i like th best, gimme that girl

gimme that girl lovin' up on me

old t-shirt & a pair of jeans

that's that you i wanna see.

      why're you holding back?     

if someone really wanted you they'd actually put in some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. they wouldn't just tell you they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible they want you. ♥

"it may seem like th hardest thing to do, but you have to forget about th one who forgot about you."

and here we go again, same bullshit.

sometimes, it's not th person you miss. it's th feeling you had when 

you were with them. ♥

love how i have another day off school, yipee. 4 days off! ♥

that feeling you get when you wanna know something & they don't tell you, & you're begging them to tell you, so they  end up telling you & when they've said it you wished you had never heard what they had to say.. & part of you just sinks.

i'm glad you know what you did was wrong. & i'm so happy you apologised. we started talking about th old days & how we used to be. & tbh, i'm kinda glad what happened, happened. thinking about it, it'was fun, just th stuff you did was stupid. i'm happy how we are now, i just hope we don't go through that again. i know we won't. & this talk we're going to have, guess it's upto you really. if you can do it. it's gonna be hard, i know that.

so yeah, pretty much gonna give up. i've tried, can't see you trying, cos you say that's how you are. so yeah, you do your own thing & i'll do mine & see where we end up. can't be fucked with this anymore. seriously. over. it.

^-- pretty much wanna look like this. sexy.

hey jadeels ;) keen to get a sexy summer bod? hehe. i sure as hell am. bikini's here we come! ♥

can you just please please stop? i'm coming to a point where i'm actually thinking of doing it! why th heck do you act like that for? i'm so sick of this act & th way you treat me. so so sick of it.

             my cute lil' bush baby ;3 ♥            

700th post

bitchez. ♥

we both want what we can't have. & i guess that's just th way it has to be whether we like it or not.

i need, i want, i need, i want; that's what's going  through my head. i need this & i want that. need to loose weight! needs money all th time, wants new clothes, wants a job, wants her license, wants you, needs to pass ncea. life is so difficult & fustrating atmo. argh! not getting what you want/need sucks.

th more i get, th more i want.

i can't handle this little act you have going on.. i can't leave you alone. & i got it so so baadddd. you're all i want. ♫

four months today babe. ♥

So yeah, life is great. ♥

why? bcos you f*cked up.

i don't think i could stay away, even if i tried..

i trust you, but then i just don't. it's easier said then done. just th past comes back to me, gets me thinking about silly stuff, & i get all paranoid over.. well nothing. you say you won't, but you or i don't know that for sure..

funny that one moment both of you were inseperable. and now, you're just two different people trying to forget eachother.

  I LOVE MY GIRLS. ♥ 

karmin's cover - look at me now; so amazing! wish a could rap like that aha, serious. so so cool maan. ;D

so yeah, i'm just a bit excited for tmro. (;

Cross out th stuff you've done/do/have.

1. Had sex
2. Bought condoms
3. Failed a class
4. Kissed a boy
5. Kissed a girl
6. Had a job
7. Had sex in public
8. Played on a sports team
9. Drank alcohol
10. Been overweight
11. Been underweight
12. Been to a wedding
13. Been late for work
14. Been late for school
15. Kissed someone in the rain
16. Showered with someone else
17. Failed my driver’s test
18. Been outside my home country
19. Been on a road trip longer than 5 hours
20. Gotten my heart broken
21. Gotten engaged
22. Been on a diet
23. Been to Prom
24. Played a drinking game
25. Stayed up for 24 hours or more
26. Had a threesome
27. Been in a car accident
28. Learned another language
29. Talked to someone via webcam
30. Lost my virginity before I was 16
31. Snuck out of the house
32. Bought porn
33. Had a virus on my computer
34. Gone skinny dipping
35. Worn someone else’s clothes
36. Been on an airplane
37. Been on a boat
38. Kissed someone before I was 14
39. Prank called someone
40. Been to a library outside of school
41. Spent over $100 shopping in one day
42. Peed outside
43. Taken a pregnancy test for fun
44. Rejected someone
45. Been suspended from school
46. Faked sick from school
47. Been drunk.
48. Touched a real gun.
49. Took “naughty” pictures of myself.
50. Got into a fist fight.
51. Listened to Lady Gaga.
52. Been allergic to something.
53. Been pregnant.
54. Had unprotected sex.
55. Camped out.
56. Wore a bikini.
57. Repeated a grade.
58. Went to summer school.
59. Read an entire book.
60. Have an xBox/Game console.
61. Play game console.
62. Bought skinny jeans.
63. Been in love.
64. Been cheated on.
65. Cheated on someone.
66. Had a cavity.
67. Had surgery.
68. Had sex in an 'unordinary' place.
69. Got separated from my parents as a kid.
70. Broken a bone.
71. Gotten stung by a bee.
72. Eaten something bad/expired.
73. Threw up from being so drunk.
74. Owned an iPod.
75. Fell for a best friend.
76. Went away from home for more than a week.
77. Moved out.
78. Ran away.
79. Teased a brother/sister.
80. Had food poisoning.
81. Lied to a friend.
82. Lied to a family member.
83. Deliberately failed a test.
84. Dropped out of school.
85. Gotten my “private parts” pierced.
86. Been skinny dipping.
87. Had fast food.
88. Been to church.
89. Been married.
90. Broken a window.
91. I’m loud.
92. I’m sarcastic.
93. I’m easy to get along with.
94. I wear foundation.
95. I change my hair color often.
96. I have a piercing.
97. I have small feet.
98. I’m in a relationship now.
99. I’m single
100. I’m always scared of being hurt.
101. I've been inlove.
102. I have a best friend.
103. I’ve been on a plane.
104. I’ve taken a taxi.
105. I’ve taken a bus.
106. I’ve taken a school bus.
107. I’ve made a speech.
108. I’ve won an award.
109. I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
110. I download music.
111. I get along with both of my parents.
112. I have at least one brother.
113. I have at least one sister.
114. I’ve been kicked out of the house.
115. I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

but like.. everyone makes mistakes, and everyone desreves second chances. & what she did was over  th top wrong. but she knows th consequences now, and hopefully she learns from her mistakes & doesn't do it again. just let her earn your trust back, i know it'll take some time & won't be easy, but it'll be worth it in th end. i know she'll never do it again. she knows what'll happen if she does it again, & i know it's th last thing she wants, is to loose you. i'm not asking you to trust her or anything too hard, just asking to give her another chance.