don't you hate it when things just don't go th way you want them to, like, it actaully sucks so much; wish things would just go back to th way they were; we both know it's not th same, but why aren't we doing anything about it?

wish people weren't so judgmental;

guess i'll have to proove them all wrong. if i can.

you have some kinda hold on me; & i just can't control this..

                    promise me you'll stay? ♥                    

whenever i see you, i'm like;

            FUCKING SEXY           

sometimes;

i still need you. ♥

now you know it's not all fun & games
anymore eh? haha; chea. i sure will do it.

i miss how things were between us. just before all of this. i mean, why am i so darn paranoid for? i may sound jelly, but no, i most certainly am not. just missing how things used to be! why can't they just be like it was? i have some major trust issues, but hey, i have my reasons. you know why, everyone does. i hope that can change though, because it's just no good. i wanna be able to trust you. just show me i can. i just want everything  to go back to normal! cos we both know something's wrong.

 so so pathetic haha; i don't care, lol fine with me hahahahaha.

                           life is pree' good ♥                         

"I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy."

chea; very very good night on Sat night. had a lot of fun ;D haven't been out in so so long, well had so much fun in awhile ha ha, thank you Erin, for th fab night ;) met some new people, was very fun aha. & good first impression for mum eh hah. fingers crossed for this w-end.. yipeeee. good w-end, that is all.

find out you've been given  a job down south. my thoughts.. very very happy for you! proud of you actually. but upsetting t'know you so so far, & i will barley see you anymore. me & you were starting become so tight, then boom! you're leaving :'( gonna miss you. even thou you're not my bestfriend, you were like one of them, kinda like a brother. wish you all th best, i really do. see you next weekend buddy, we'll make th most of it before you leave. really hate saying goodbyes. not  th best things. but hope you can come see us from time to time.

   you just can't help yourself.   

pretty darn excited for tonight; 

should be a lot of fun. can't wait baby. ♥

best feeling in th world, but i'm th only one that knows. ♥

quiet night in tonight :) went shopping today & got a few things :) can't wait to wear em' tmro night ;)

9:05 pm <3

hurry up 2 years haha ;D can't wait much longer.

 

crazy inlove with you babe : ) ♥

don't trust too much, don't love too much, don't hope too much. because that too much can hurt you so much.

formspring = ouch!

pretty intense first training aha, feel really good; kinda wanna start going gym & actually working out aha. wanna be tank hehe. hardwork thou; worthit i reckon :)

i have some mad as mother f*ckin' trust issues atmo. no good ):

got me thinkin' today; what if you do do things behind my back, what if i wasn't there at that time & you were somewhere else near.. "what if" is all that's going thhrough my head. guess i'll find out tonight eh! hope i can trust you to be honest..

th muss? hahaha. nice nicky-name oi. you should feel spesh as i am doing a post for you on my blog! cheaa. skilled? haha nah nah nah; not as skilled as me oi ;) soz. i'll show you up one day. i betcha. nah; you're actual a pretty cool kid :) & cool to talk to, mr tank haha. lucky you didn't get me with th ball tday eh, woulda got you but harder ahahaha. & i will never forget th day at th river when you hit my poor lil' head with a rock lol. i'll get you back one day. just you wait.

haha; far, gotta love them backstabbers, espesh when you find out they were of your goodmates haha :) ohweell,  you find out 

who your true friends are from time to time i guess.

lol; stop talkin' smack & get over it you silly,  jealous girl :)

every girl has this one guy, she goes back to again & again, heartbreak after heartbreak. noone understands it, & she doesn't even know why she can't let him go.

th awkward moment when you're with your bf, & th ex

gf texts.. lol

please do back off; youre very good 

at annoying me. thanks :)

pree' good weekend if you ask me :D 

great way to end th holidays. thanks babe ;p hehehehe ♥

yay :) finally aunty is sending my mula over!

i'm not a judgmental 

person, honestly.

fuck every single one of you that walked away from me for someone or something else.

justin bieber ft. miley cyrus - overboard. ♥

really needs to find a job & get one asap! not as easy as that thou. 

          hhmm.           

reaper? hahaha. ok nice name fool. aren't you just th coolest haha? nah you're actual not. you douche bag, gaybo, ow, bay, maori girl hahahaha. i like how you reckon you're god, when in reality, you're just a dreamer eh haha. nah just kiddin' lol, you're a cool kid.

people noticing i'm much happier then i used to be. guess that's a good thing then huh? also been told that things don't really get to me as

much as they used to. :) shows something.

i miss th old days when we were all friends. ♥

been a pretty two last chilled days ): nothin' exciting! sucky much. other then that, holidays have been preeetty good :) just hangin' out & about haha. hopefully have some plans this weekend. haven't been "out" in awhile. shopping time tonight! wooh.

had th best blimmin'run :)  feel pretty good actually.

three things i want in a relationship; eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie, and love that won't die.  ♥ 

then wtf am i to you? f*ckn using bitch.

is thinking i should really cut down on th  fatty foods; no good.

noone ever gets tired of loving but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing, lies & hurting. ♥

i want that one bestfriend.

what a shit day ):