i miss how things were between us. just before all of this. i mean, why am i so darn paranoid for? i may sound jelly, but no, i most certainly am not. just missing how things used to be! why can't they just be like it was? i have some major trust issues, but hey, i have my reasons. you know why, everyone does. i hope that can change though, because it's just no good. i wanna be able to trust you. just show me i can. i just want everything to go back to normal! cos we both know something's wrong.
