We used to have a tight bond. It was great, good times and long-lasting memories (: BUT now we aren’t even trying to be friends, there is still a tensity mood between us. We attempt to have the friendship we used to have but it seems not to be working. We both know the reason why. It’s because you’ve found some one to fill in my spot. I can accept it, because i messed things up before. I don’t know what else to do. I can only write about it because I’ve realized I have no one else to talk to like I used to be able to. I really want a fresh start and if I take the risk of doing so I may just find myself even more upset. No one else under stands me like my best friend could. & I’m scared that I will never be able to find a friend because I truly believe we were meant to be the best friends. It just feels like you don’t even know.
