Ok, so i told you. I told you ok? & now you haven't talked to me since. I asked you if you were my bestfriend, you said yes. I tell you, and you just walk away. It upsets me because it took me alot of gut to tell you! Alot. & i was afraid to tell you because i knew this would happen. & now i'm not sure if you're still my so called "bestfriend" .. I don't know if i've lost you. Now you know why i can't tell you much because you think i've changed. Well i haven't changed at all. I just want you to accept th fact that i'm happy. But you can't & that's what upsets me th most. I'm happy, you should be happy for me. :'( i'm crying while i write this, this feeling sucks. I'm sorry, but i can't go back and change it. Now you know why it took me awhile to tell you.
