maybe we just shouldn't talk; things are getting abit out of hand!

aaarrggghh, courtney free; i have missed you :)

it's funny how i already know th truth yet you keep lying!

you treat me like i'm nothing.. it's like you don't even care about me. anymore.

i just want something new in my life, everything's just.. not ok ):

i'm tired of arguing & fighting, every night we keep goin' through th the same shit, & i'm goin' insane; i swear i love you but this ain't right for us.

       needa catch up with old friends & friends i haven't talked to in ages!      

it's hard to stay positive when things aren't
going right.

 why does e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e let me down? )': 

doesn'tknow what to post about cos some ppl might take it th wrong way..

oook, on my to-do list there iiiis; try get a summer bod, a new style, money, needa stop eating so much lol, exercise alot more, get a job, suss out next year, & get a new phone, & pass NCEA lvl 1 !!

i get my car earlier then expected.. MEAN! ;D

life is going great, but it's boring at th same time..

i don't know anymore , i really don't :(

sometimes i just don't know what to do about you, you make things so difficult, & it's coming to the point where i feel like i'm going to give up..

options sussed for next year ;D

i wish it was th weekend agaaain! ♥

"i like you better without makeup"

- trei fenton. :')

i loved our little date lastnight babe, hehe. thankyou. :) ♥

if it makes you happy,
do it. if it doesn't,
then don't.

so yeah i saw it & may i say 'wow', yous look... wow ):

i'm super excited for this weekend, it's gon' be a bit crazy! ♥

that day is getting closer & closer..

i'm insanley excited for summer!!

you were someone i trusted, told everything to.. then you go make up a story & i find out th next day that what you told me wasn't even true.

you lied to me, and it hurt. alot.

so i got back from gisborne yesterday, a 9 hour blimmin bus drive there last friday, then back  yesterday. it was th most boringest trip ever! but gisborne, was not. :) catching up with aunty that had come over from aussie last weekend. my little sister turned 1 hehe, shes so caaute! got a few bits & bobs haha. ;p & yeah, was so much fun, just catching up with everyone & old buddies. hehe lol. ♥

i love katherine she is my beast ♥

i'm gonna miss you more then ever! ♥

so i'm going to gisborne for th  weekend but i'm just a bit scared, & you know why.. mmm yh please don't let me down. please please. i don't wana come back & be hearing stuff. bcos last time i was there, shit went dowwwn. hmmm \:

i miss how ever thing was & used to be, i miss th old days so much.

i miss my bestfriend so much!! :( ♥

loving this no school business, it's great ;p

in reality, people judge you from your actions without knowing th reason behind it.

th time it snowed in wellington. 17/8/11

going up to gisborne for th weekend, i hope. :)

i'm a girl who can't keep stuff in & shows my feelings too much..

i love your skin pressed against mine. ♥

a few more 

days to go..

so was fully relying on th snow to cancel school, which it didn't, but i'm not at school so don't see th problemo? it's blimmin freezing, good enough reason for why i'm stuck home. have th heater blasting through th house, sooo warm! th snow was pretty to watch, little sisters went out & made a snowman for me lastnight hehe, very cute. my boyfriends coming over becos i want some snuggles hehe. so guess that's one thing to luuurv about this weather? so plans for th day; sleep, eat, snuggle.. i don't even think much people are even at school tbh! soo yeah, a relaxing day with th boif i guesssss. :) ♥

mmmyeah, getting left out is th best feeling..

yeah heard something about you & no way in hell do or am i gonna trust you!

"I wish that some people in my life would just cut th bullshit & be totally honest about something. just for once."

how could you even think or say that, thinking it's okay?