sure, why not, lets blog about my couple of days with th bf ae ;) really good! so much fun with you, pretty much always is ae. was super scared you'd say th words i least wanted to hear, i think you know which ones. but you didn't. it was just your silly tiredness ae. hehe, silly damn boy. hopefully i see you this weekend ae. oh yeah, 2months btw, you got me head over heels. ♥    

what a "two" nights ;D had so much fun with you. ♥

i just want (1) cute message that'll make me smile.

                                

  and it's going to be the memories that'll kill me.  

you can have me all to yourself if that's what you really want. ♥

it's finaally sunny. ;D

my night? well, i dunno. it was good as, going really good, dancing it up with th girls.. & then boom. you. telling me something that  one of your stupid friends were saying. you know i would never do something like that. so why would you take his word over mine? you were pretty much mad at me for no reason. just him stirring shit, cos that's what he does best right? yeah well word of advice, ask me before you go assuming, because this is what happens. secondly. "not that great" not that great? really. that just ruined my whole night. so thankyou, thankyou so much. ♥   

i hate you, but i love you th same time. you make me angry, but you make me th happiest girl in th world. you get me upset but you make me laugh. sometimes i don't want to be anywhere near you, but at th same time i want to be th closest thing to you. why do you give me these mixed emotions? why is everything with you so complicated. sometimes i think you don't even give a shit. you don't care whatsoever. why do you do this to me.
why do you make it so hard for me to love you, i hate it.

sometimes you have to watch what you post on your blog, bcos some people just take it th wrong way. & i actualy hate it. so i don't  write a lot about my feelings or people, becos they just assume it's about them. th worst things about bloggers.

lets make it like th oldtimes.

every moment with you is breathtaking ♥

i make mistakes, i hurt people, but when i say sorry, i actually 

mean it.

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself? Noone can tell bcos you hide it behind your smile. You hide all your feelings, all of your problems, all your hurt and pain away. Here's to th nights you dealt with more than you bargained for.  To all those sleepless nights. To th nights you couldnt wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wish things would just get better. To all those.  To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately bcame too soon.

- Unknown ♥

i wished you missed me as much as i miss you but i can see that you don't really care.

amazing.

what a boring saturday. i've been on th computer for th whole day, and i'm super bored. got up at 8, and been awake since. tonight, i think im going to th movies with Courtney & Katherine, maybe. i have no idea what we're going to watch. noow waiting for mum to get back cos i need some mulaaaa. was going to stay out tonight, but ermm, i dont think thats going to happen. i'm listening to this cool song i found. & watching this girl Nathalie Lucas dance, she's incredible. like actual; i wish i could dnace like her. hmm; i think i'm running out of txts, and it's only th 16th.. it's easter soon! yaaay. lotsa chocolate. i luurrdd chocolate. i'm half asleep and really lazy at th moment. text back you silly boyfriend.. & courtney.. it's raining & cold. might go hop in th bath, if i can be bothered to get up & move. well there you have it, a lot of words with boredom written all over it. it sure as hell kept me occupied for th last 3 minutes. ;D

thought i'd just post up some pics of lastnight ;)

happy girls are th prettiest :')

it's bcos i love you too much & i know th consequences.

so proud of myself ♥

party - tonight; tmro 
night; and sunday night. time to get mother f*ckin crunk ;D 
yesss boy! ♥

i'm serious. at times don't, get me wrong, i think i'm a bit decent looking. but overall, i think i'm so un-attractive. i'm not fishing for compliments. there are so many stunning girls i can't even compare. whatever they do, whether it's making silly faces, anything, they're still pretty while doing it. fuck i wish i  was more appealing, honestly.

soo um; it's th last day of school for th term! yeahhh; so excited ;D i pretty much only have 2 terms left of school. then i'm uhh.. year12? shit. lol. holidays; i have a feeling they will be th best :) hang with all th girls + hang with my boy ;) ♥ i prob won't be blogging bcos th comp is stuffed but i'll try my best followers, hehehe. everything's going pretty good lately :) just with everything. ooohhh and guess what!? i got me some genie looking pants; i've wanted them for aggeess :D & now i have them. well, have a good'day everyone. and i'll try blog more these holidays :) xx 

I HAVE 34 FOLOOWERS; KEEP'EM COMING.

hey you.
grow up ae? stop being so blimmin' immature. what? you're 18 or 19, serioussly.. i said sorry, is that not enough. i'm so sick of your bullshit lol. stop with it.

head over heels for 
you. ♥

i can do it like a brother - do it like a dude grab my crotch wear my hat low like you. ;)

haven't been getting much sleep lately, must be th reason i'm exhausted all th time. like at school i'm all hyper-active, but then it all goes after lunchtime. i just can't be bothered with anything, i think starting i'm to go down hill. i need to wake up & buck up my ideas, or everything's just going to turn into a mess.

I’M FUCKING TIRED

I’m tired of losing friends. I’m tired of fighting. I’m tired of being lied to. I’m tired of drama. I'm tired of letting little things get to me. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of being uhappy for no reason. I’m tired of trying so hard, and hve it be only me. I’m tired of you judging me I’m tired of being used. I’m tired of not sleeping. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of hiding my feelings. I’m tired of missing you. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of being tired.

 i'm so  jealous & i shouldn't be. :(

i don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but th people in them do. how your bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your bestfriend. how forver turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. how you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. how even though you know something is  best for you, it hurts just th same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second of there time with you,  think a few minutes of there time is too much to spare. how people can make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken. how people can erase you from there lives just because it's easier then working things out. ♥

i'm not gonna give

up until i have

what i want!

i wish i had someoneto talk to; someone who understands me; someone who will be there for me when everythings going wrong; someone i can trust; someone who likes me for me; someone who respects me; someone that won't judge me; someone that makes me happy. someone that just gets me; someone i can do anything & everything with. someone i can be myslef around. no bitchiness attatched.  someone like a bestfriend :( 

someone like you.