soo um; it's th last day of school for th term! yeahhh; so excited ;D i pretty much only have 2 terms left of school. then i'm uhh.. year12? shit. lol. holidays; i have a feeling they will be th best :) hang with all th girls + hang with my boy ;) ♥ i prob won't be blogging bcos th comp is stuffed but i'll try my best followers, hehehe. everything's going pretty good lately :) just with everything. ooohhh and guess what!? i got me some genie looking pants; i've wanted them for aggeess :D & now i have them. well, have a good'day everyone. and i'll try blog more these holidays :) xx 

I HAVE 34 FOLOOWERS; KEEP'EM COMING.

hey you.
grow up ae? stop being so blimmin' immature. what? you're 18 or 19, serioussly.. i said sorry, is that not enough. i'm so sick of your bullshit lol. stop with it.

head over heels for 
you. ♥

i can do it like a brother - do it like a dude grab my crotch wear my hat low like you. ;)

haven't been getting much sleep lately, must be th reason i'm exhausted all th time. like at school i'm all hyper-active, but then it all goes after lunchtime. i just can't be bothered with anything, i think starting i'm to go down hill. i need to wake up & buck up my ideas, or everything's just going to turn into a mess.

I’M FUCKING TIRED

I’m tired of losing friends. I’m tired of fighting. I’m tired of being lied to. I’m tired of drama. I'm tired of letting little things get to me. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of being uhappy for no reason. I’m tired of trying so hard, and hve it be only me. I’m tired of you judging me I’m tired of being used. I’m tired of not sleeping. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of hiding my feelings. I’m tired of missing you. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of being tired.

 i'm so  jealous & i shouldn't be. :(

i don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but th people in them do. how your bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your bestfriend. how forver turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. how you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. how even though you know something is  best for you, it hurts just th same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second of there time with you,  think a few minutes of there time is too much to spare. how people can make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken. how people can erase you from there lives just because it's easier then working things out. ♥

i'm not gonna give

up until i have

what i want!

i wish i had someoneto talk to; someone who understands me; someone who will be there for me when everythings going wrong; someone i can trust; someone who likes me for me; someone who respects me; someone that won't judge me; someone that makes me happy. someone that just gets me; someone i can do anything & everything with. someone i can be myslef around. no bitchiness attatched.  someone like a bestfriend :( 

someone like you.

if only you knew ;) ♥

perfect night ;)

falling inlove with
you ♥

400th mother fucking post ;) ♥

yay! i finally have my night sorted ;D so blimmn' worried i wasn't going to do anything tonight. lastnight; first time i have ever stayed home! thanks Kitty for saving my night haha ;D seriously; i owe you! tonight should be fun. me & you haven't hung out in quite awhile tbh. + might go see a special someone tonight ;) oh; that reminds me, i have to tell you something to! ♥

I FUCKING LOVE JERSEY SHORE! ♥

This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to messup sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember; some come, some go. The one that stay with you through everything - they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well they come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart. But you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. just because you fail once doesn't mean you're going to fail at everything. Keep trying and always believe in yourself, because if you don't, who will? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing, and there's so much more to smile about.

- Marilyn Monroe

you can't change what's done,  you can't go back in time, you can't try to change th hurt feelings or mend broken hearts. all you can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now.

make  up your blimmn' mind. aaaaaaaahhhh!

it sucks, you know. when everything is going fine then, it all crashes again. and th worst part is, you really don't want to try and put it all back together again, but you have to. ; ♥

you got me doin' crazy things that I never thought i'd never do.

has started doing her running ;D honestly can't wait til either th school gym is up & running or start a gym outside of school. seriously needa keep fit. think i'm packing on th weight haha. oh & netball starts up next term. excited as! get back into it. ♥

falling.. falling.. falling.. falling. ♥

why am i so bimmin' jealous for? i think i'm just being silly. i really need to cut it out like serious. i feel like an idot. idk; i guess it's just th shit that's been happeneing in th last couple of days i guess. oh well i hope everything goes well this weekend eh.

what th heck happened? i never see you

anymore. you're like this whole different

person. you're like a stranger to me. funny,
me & you were so tight, then boom, next

thing you know we're not even talking

anymore. not a text, nothing. & you say

i've changed? huhhh wow. i think it was

just you all along. you're just too cool

for everyone now aren't you? last couple

of days made me realize so much. you were

just pretty much tying me down. ohwell.

shit happens ae. just don't blame me. bcos this is all because of you. i'm not just sayin' that.

everything happens for a reason.

I feel like I annoy everyone everyday, sometimes I even annoy myself. I worry too much that i upset people around me, even when I haven't done anything wrong. I guess i'm insecure? Paranoid? I don't know what it is but I need you to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.. :( ♥

i don't know how or what i feel anymore. i'm

just so damn' confused.

& i always wonder why i never have photos for my blogger. cos i use like, 4-5 on 1 blimmin' post haha ;D & no wonder why i spend so much time looking for pictures cos i'm using all of them up hahaha. whoopsy. i absoloutley love blogging :) i espesh love it when people say they like my blog & compliment it; thankyou. ♥

We used to talk for hours on end about everyone & everything. We would laugh untill we couldn't breathe. We were one in th same. we cared for eachother like sisters, we were like family. we used to hang out every single day. I would call you when i needed you & you'd do the same. You would tell me when something was wrong & i was there for you. I trusted you with everything. You were my bestfriend. & i didn't even know what happened to us? I guess things changed, well i changed, & you didn't like it. I wasn't that kid anymore. We started to grow apart. i start to miss you every single day & wish we could go back to th old days.

but i don't know if that'll ever happen again. 

I'M SORRY, SOMETIMES I GET JEALOUS THINKING THAT SOMEONE ELSE COULD MAKE YOU HAPPIER THEN I COULD. I GUESS IT'S MY INSECURITIES  ACTING UP. BECOS I KNOW I'M NOT TH PRETTIEST, SMARTEST OR MOST FUN & EXCITING. BUT I DO KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD & LONG YOU LOOK; YOU'LL NEVER FIND SOMEBODY WHO LIKES

YOU AS MUCH AS I LIKE YOU. ♥

i love her ♥.

OH GUYS; GUESS WHAT? GHD'S FIXED :D woohoo. no more blimmin' crappy remmignton.

it is 7:58am ;D & i wanna be at

school early for th first time in ages!

you wanna know why i hung out with older people? why i like it so much better?  becos they never have drama. they never bitched or never got angry over immature shit. they'd just laugh about it instead of getting all worked up. i liked how hanging with them, made me act more my age. & to be perfectly honest you need some growing up yourself. you need to start acting your age & stop being so immature.

mayb i do, mayb i dont. i don't even know. all i know is i'm pretty damn close! ♥

i ♥ my girls alot.

faarr out; what a night! missioning it like every blimmn' where. friday, biking for 5 hours til 12 in th morning with katherine haha ;D saturday; me, kitty & katherine getting otp & ready for a party.. get down there & everyone's getting kicked out. so crashed at th bf's hehe :D not a bad weeked, not bad.

soo.. pretty much heard something that blimmn' blew my mind hahaha. wow; i'm so shocked lol. i guess i thought wrong boutcha.

you dirty girl.

it's sunny today guys :D